last week i had an interview for a job i thought was perfect for me. it aligned with my career goal and i have so much experience from the hours of dedication and work i put into it. i thought the interview went great. only to hear nothing back from the job, not even an email. i was honestly excited for it at first, this would have marked a new chapter in my life. i could've finally quit my fast food job and started working somewhere that aligns with my future career, and i could've been one step closer to my dream life.
my recent spotify listens
hey guys, thought i'd share some of the songs i recently added to my spotify :) i love all kinds of music, so it's kinda all over the place, but each has been on repeat since i added them.
Rodeo Star - Cowgirl Clue
i love the beat of this song, i'd say it's electropop which i'm super into right now. i love the western vibe the lyrics have to it, combined with the electronic flow of the bass. apparently the whole album of this is amazing! i'm for sure going to be listening to it.
Sacrifice From Your Eyes - PlasticSkin
this song omg, it scratches a part of my brain that releases dopamine when i listen to it. this one is nu-metal, and has some deftones influence to it. if you're into deftones and some really nice, heavy guitar/bass, i recommend this!
Bare Bones - Arranged in April
"Stripped myself down to the bone for you, Ripping every inch of my authentic self, The one you swore you cherished, The one you traced with trembling hands, Will the space between my bones ever mirror the hollowness that's you?"
wow. amazing poetry in the lyrics. this one is a screamo song. tbh i think girls do this genre best. but i may be biased cuz most of the screamo songs i have saved are sung by girls, i guess it's just relatable and poetic. it can be describing a devastating heartbreak, or be a deeply unearthed love letter.
Heels broke = died - MGNA Crrrta
SO. CUNT. omg, like imagine this song blasting while driving in a convertible, top down, miniskirt and heels. this is a real party song. i loveee.
anyways that's all <3 leave a song for me to listen to or tell me how u liked these songs too!
xx, anika
august screenshots
whenever i see a really cool creative concept, makeup, or fashion accessory i really like i take a screenshot so i can go back to it and try it out (i have so many screenshots from doing this lol). but i love coming across inspiration from a casual scroll on instagram or tiktok. here's some things i wanted to share from my collection of screenshots from august <3
storytime: park responsibly
ok guys, so remember how i planned to go to a rave in LA? well i ended up going, and had a really good time! at first, me and my bf were actually not going to go, because we honestly just wanted to rest a little more and hang out at barnes & nobles, buuuut we felt good so we ended up going to LA last minute! but what i didn't know was that i almost ended up in the WORST possible situation that could have ever happened to me.
diary entry no. 003
summer break is over, but i am so ready for what's coming next. i just went through my first week of my fall semester, it honestly went really great! there's still some adjusting i need to get used to (i've been struggling with sleeping early enough to get enough rest) but other than that i think this will be a great semester.
diary entry no. 002
i am so tired, but i would've done it again! the mlp rave was sooo crazy fun there were so many people dressed up it was so cool seeing how everyone put together their cosplays and their outfits were literally the cutest!!
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diary entry no. 001
earlier this week i found out about a my little pony rave happening in LA only 3 days before the event. i've been having the biggest fomo seeing mlp raves happening in other cities, and it's finally happening close to me!
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