last week i had an interview for a job i thought was perfect for me. it aligned with my career goal and i have so much experience from the hours of dedication and work i put into it. i thought the interview went great. only to hear nothing back from the job, not even an email. i was honestly excited for it at first, this would have marked a new chapter in my life. i could've finally quit my fast food job and started working somewhere that aligns with my future career, and i could've been one step closer to my dream life.
i had it all planned out.. i even considered holding down both jobs to save up faster for a new car i've been daydreaming nonstop about (more on that in another post). or i would have one job for fun money, and the other for adulting! it wouldn't have been ideal but it was something i had fun daydreaming about anyways, lol! but yea, it's been over a week and i haven't heard anything back so i'm taking it as a no.
i've got a lot on my plate right now anyways, and i planned to get even more animal experience volunteering with raptors, horses, and farm animals if i didn't get the job. the more i think about it the more i'm grateful i didn't get offered the job. it was honestly the best outcome that could have happened, especially during this time of my life where i'm still working hard in school, running a whole club, scheduling meetings, studying (for HOURS), and still volunteering to get a whole variety of animal experience.
it's just disappointing thinking everything had aligned at the right time, but honestly i'm just not as ready as i thought myself to be. i think without the job though, it just gives me more time to seek and experience new opportunities, and work on myself further to be someone who, when the RIGHT time comes, is fully ready and prepared for the next part of my life. i am impatient but i can't rush these kind of things. just wish i was there already haha!!
xx, anika
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